Shorts: Entry 7 – First Date (?)

I just realized it a while ago.

I think I had my first date.

God, why did I just realize it now?

You invited me nonchalantly and I accepted just because.

We travelled. We explored. We ate. Had fun.

It was a usual date without the movies, dressing up, holding hands and flowers. Well, I reckon it was not normal.

We both had fun.

No photos though. Too bad. Ugh.

I want to do it again. With you. 🙂

The Late-Night Post: Entry 7 – Boyfriend

I want a boyfriend!!!

Everyone’s getting entangled in a relationship among my peers. How about me? Just here always having me time. (Yeah, that is the euphemism of forever alone.)

I rarely come to family reunions. They always ask me if I have a boyfriend already and remind me how old I am and how each of my younger cousins has boyfriend/girlfriend.

No matter how sharp-tongued I am or how vast my “imagination” and “knowledge” on NSFW stuffs are, I do not do those stuffs. Internet has ruined my innocence. Hahaha

I am really not pressured on these. It is just lately I think I am missing on a lot of things a young adult or late pubescent lasses are experiencing.

When I go outside and I see an unattractive person hold hands and is happy, they remind me how little my existence is. A little voice in my head tells me, “They have boyfriends, how about you?”

To counterattack it, I tell myself, “I am single by choice. The right one will come and the wait is worth it.”

Still I am envious of them, because man, I want to experience going to a date before I graduate! Hahaha. Of course, with the one I like so it’d be memorable.

I have to love myself first before loving others. That is the lesson I learned way back.

Nonetheless, I want to be in a relationship when I am ready. I mean when I graduated, passed the board exams, and have a stable job, because I want a serious relationship, that would last a lifetime. No matter how cheesy and romantic I think, I simply want that boyfriend to be my husband and love me forever. There is forever! Hahaha

On Relationships Pt. 1

(Since this is a very hot topic among my peers)

As a far-from-newbie on this kind of topic, of course, if I finally am in it, I have many expectations and things I want to do with my significant other.

Well I do not expect him to make these wishes true though. From when I was a kid until now, I had these lingered on my mind. It’d be awesome if he does this!

Dating: I never liked the typical movie-like dates! Both of us on our formal wears, eating at an expensive resto with their signature dish to complement with champagne or wine, watching at a theatre after, etc. Oh, good Lord! As much as I wanted, no to expensive restos! I’d be more than happy if it were homemade! It’d be more special. I want the both of us comfortable. If we were to watch a movie, no to romantic flicks! I like action and adventure genre more. On dates, I like it if it were an adventure! We play at the arcade, one on one on Tekken, Initial D, Street Fighter, etc. Karaoke! Laser tags! Rock climbing! Zip-line! Rappel! Joyride! Yeah, they were all odd. But I like it. I love surprises, too!
Well, to sum what I really wanted is the “Take my Hand” date. It is described by The Cab’s song, Take my Hand.

There is one thing I would love him to do but I won’t include it here.

Gifts: I don’t care if it is inexpensive. What counts is the thought. But if he gave me what he knew I hate, I would kill him. It is much appreciated if it comes with a letter!!! Well, just letters are very much appreciated! I love reading letters as much as I love writing them. I keep all letters to me in a special stash. If on a random day, I were to receive a gift or a sweet letter or note, it would surely make my day. 🙂

Celebrations: I do not like celebrating monthsaries. I dunno. Most who celebrate it never reach anniversaries. Commemorations will do. A simple letter or note is cool!

Plethora: I wish him to be my best friend, brother, father, teacher, and awesome life partner. Well, if I got a boyfriend already, I want him to be the one I’d marry and love forever. No to flings. Someone who sees me as I am. Someone who accepts me. Someone who cheers me up. Someone who lights up my day. Someone who never leaves my side. Someone who escapes reality with me. Someone who takes care of me. Someone who believes in me. Someone who scolds me. Someone who makes me proud. Someone who is proud of me. Someone who protects me. Someone I want to protect. Someone who thinks I am beautiful. Someone I learn a lot from. Someone I can be a total weirdo with. Someone who understands me. Someone I can tell everything to. Someone who respects me. Someone who trusts me. Someone who never gets tired of me. Someone I will never get tired of. Someone who makes me happy. And most of all, someone who loves me selflessly everyday.

There are still a lot I forgot to mention. But to my future darling, hey! You reading this, pal? Hahaha

I believe, at the right time with the right person, God has plans. I believe he is just around there fails to see me as much as I haven’t known him.

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Dating

Yup, you read it right, kid! Dating. It is so weird coming from me. You see, I am not a dating type. I am not visually appealing like most of the girls my age are. It is so rare to find a girl who haven’t tried dating or even be wooed by a boy. And viola, some of us exist! Hahahaha

I am still not into this thing since then. My high school friends are not into this thing either. Some of them got entangled in a relationship already. My circle of friends, DH, has not dated anyone yet. Ever. But they do get courted while I on the other side, don’t ask for it. Hahahaha

This time is different. College is different! My college best friend, Vee, always gets hit on. You know, she’s beautiful and friendly and very appealing to men. Many men wooed her as in lots and some even ask for my consultation. Funny, isn’t it? I WON’T HAND HER OVER TO YOU, BASTARDS!!! I want to tell those freaks. Hahahaha! Now, she is in love with her overly loving boyfriend, Reil. He is sometimes such a nuisance to me. He is the only guy who doesn’t try to impress me. He always gets on my nerves a lot for boasting me how sweet they are. Vee always apologizes for his innate behavior. Reil is such a sweet guy to me actually. During my most catastrophic moments, he pays for our videoke rent at Karaoke Hub. He never goes bankrupt, though. I finally felt at ease on handing my best friend to someone. Coz, you know, I have seen her in pain and I don’t want to waste her tears on someone who isn’t worth it.

Then there is my very close friend, Camz. She is lovely and cool with a little bit of sadism added. She is always invited to parties and often asked by guys on a date. Yes, an extrovert. She is always encouraging me to go on a date but not as much as Reil wanted me to so to leave him and Vee alone. -_- Bastard. She told me the perks of dating rather than getting entangled in a relationship. It sounds promising! It made me actually go on dates! Really. I will do it next year though. Hahaha. My problem however is I don’t know any decent guys outside our university. There are high school friends but I don’t want to date anyone of them. Ever.

These two girls are in my inner social circle. (Yes, there is outside circle.) We’ve been together since first day of classes during frosh days. And I love them so much. This year, somehow, I felt somewhat envious of them. I can see both of them truly happy with their relationships. They are always on dates and leave me alone. I do understand it. Not all the time I could hang out with them. Well it is just not that. I mean, their stories want me to experience to be loved, to go on dates, to be in a relationship, and to find true love (fairy tale? Anyone?). Well yeah, I do get envious! Hahaha.

However, first things first. I want to finish my studies and be an awesome professional. After all, true love is worth the wait. 😉

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