Have you taken for granted that second chance given to you?
If you did, you messed up. Big time.
Chances given are so rare you should treasure it.
One is forgiven for the huge error he did. He’s lucky if he were given a second chance to patch it up. Very, very lucky.
For one to commit the same mistake again is unworthy of chances. Ever.
Fiction is sometimes inspired by what may happen in reality, exaggerated for entertainment.
I though it would never happen to me. But it did. Twice.
As they say, what happen once will happen twice and definitely thrice.
I WON’T LET THAT HAPPEN!!!
I do not need that kind of negativity.
I wanna work.
I need money. I want to expand my knowledge.
Seriously, it is ridiculous how my world momentarily stopped expanding because I still anxiously am waiting for those endless job application interviews.
It is frustrating seeing my peers posting their “accomplishments” in social media. It bears envy.
Like every teenager who frequents in Starbucks just to take a photo of her frappuccino and upload it to social media to show the world they are an elite, it feels like bragging rights. There’s nothing to see.
That’s why I temporarily stopped browsing SNS.
Meh. Who cares?
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I like someone… a lot.
But that does not mean I am into dating.
It is just dating’s not my priority.
Months ago, due to my envy towards my friends having someone to spend Christmas and Valentine’s with, or simply having treat them somewhere nice – In short, a boyfriend – I posted here in a Late-Night Post that I want one.
Now I don’t.
I realized I don’t need one.
I just need my 2D boyfriends with me and I’ll be fine. Manga and Anime ftw! Nyahahaha!
Oi! Your otaku spirit’s takin’ ya over, Cye-kun! Get a hold of yarself! Ya’ll be free of your hikkikomori (shut-in) lifestyle soon! Get a work!
There are times, especially lately, I do not feel anything. Or emphatize with anyone.
No feelings. No sadness. No happiness. No regrets. No satisfaction.
Emotionless as a doll.
My love for you wavers.
I don’t know why.
Maybe one day, when we part and finally meet, I would see the answer.
While preparing for my next battle, I saw the past conqueror, I was attenuated.
The battle is worth winning for.
But now I think if I deserve such prize.
Hence, I doubled the hard work I put into the preparations before I declare war.
I will win the war. I claim it. The prize is worth it.